This and that and a very tired me.

Oct. 6th, 2025 10:01 am
goodbyebird: Birds of prey: Big Barda and Cassandra Cain. There is most certainly a size difference oh yes. (C ∞ big lady tiny bat)
[personal profile] goodbyebird
+ All I've done since making it home is sleep, download some stuff, watch the entire season of Wayward, and play undemanding video games. Man have I slept. Would like to lie down right now and sleep some more, but I'm headed back to work for the day (we abruptly left Thursday instead of Friday as planned, so I left behind a wee bit more chaos that I'm comfortable with).

Surprisingly smooth ride on the ferry though, given the weather.

+ Dear Vidder letters for Festivids are cropping up, and they're such a pleasure to read through. Aww fandom ❤️

+ Hunting down the digital singles for Birds of Prey, bc waiting for the trade to drop in six months is just not on the table. More Big Barda and Tiny Bat NOW. And they cancelled it, so I ain't giving them extra money, no sir :p

Now to figure out how to read them in an enjoyable manner.

Oh! And posted some scans to [community profile] capshare from the second and third trade.

+ Watched the new Fantastic Four. It was cozy! I'm enjoying this new return to more child-friendly superhero movies. Like, I can see letting my nephew watch both this and the new Superman movie with me. I don't need all this dark stuff for grownups; the world is dark enough as is, gimme escapism!
umadoshi: (autumn - candle and pumpkin)
[personal profile] umadoshi
Suddenly I'm on the other side of the fall crunch at work, early enough that I somehow feel at loose ends even though regular full-time work continues and I have freelance work that badly needs tackling (plus, y'know, the endless litany of things I should do and want to do and only ever make slow progress on).

Despite the crunch, I've gotten some tidying/organizing done in my office; it could still use a lot more work, but I've cleared some surfaces that haven't seen the light of day in a long time, so that feels good. And a couple bits of autumnal decor have crept out here and there around the house, but maybe this weekend we can do a more serious job with that sort of thing.

Quick book notes: I don't think I've specifically mentioned that I did finish and enjoy Caitlin Starling's The Starving Saints (mind the cannibalism, though); I've made further slow, slow progress on Warmth: Coming of Age at the End of Our World; last night I finished Silver and Lead, the new October Daye book, which was a solid installment; and last night I also started reading, for a total change of pace, Her Halloween Treat (romance, Tiffany Reisz), which I presumably saw recced somewhere when it was on sale (I think around this time last year, but I didn't get to it before last Hallowe'en), and which I'm only a couple of chapters into.

I don't generally make a big stab at seasonal media, other than trying to watch a couple of Christmas movies the last year or two, but since I have a few seasonally-appropriate books, that's as good a way of choosing "what next?" as any.

And with the crunch over, I imagine [personal profile] scruloose and I will soon be back to listening to Murderbot books.

Dear Festividder Letter 2024/5

Oct. 3rd, 2025 06:46 pm
alwaystheocean: Fred Burkle looking over her shoulder, text: princess. (angel - fred - princess)
[personal profile] alwaystheocean
Here be a placeholder!

I have learned to actually come back to these but IN CASE I DON'T feel free to check the tag, my tastes don't change much.

(no subject)

Oct. 1st, 2025 07:39 pm
goodbyebird: Agent Carter: Peggy looking down. (Agent Carter)
[personal profile] goodbyebird
+ My brain is mush. We dock sometime during tonight, so tomorrow will be another hectic day. Thankfully come Friday I shall have freedoooommmm.

+ I want a Big Barda icon but I'm too zapped to make one *sulk*

Maybe after I've had my shower.

+ Not helping: my mom constantly asking me when I can come see her in Oslo, and for plans this Christmas when she'll be visiting and living at my brother's. I do not have capacity for this. Love her to bits but it's tough to convey that SOCIAL BANK EMPTY, PLAN QUEUE FULL.

+ Booked my flu shot for next Thursday. Apparently they're not doing Covid shots at the doctor anymore, boo. And the only information I can find is that it becomes available week 42. Hopefully I manage to get in there early enough that it will mostly be in full effect by the time I go to Thailand.

+ One Battle After Another will be showing at the small local cinema next week. There's been some very positive buzz. I may try to lure some friends to come with.

+ Decided to try and move away from using GoodReads, and so far StoryGraph seems a good fit. I know there's quite a few options out there, but I only made it through two before settling on StoryGraph. (Fable being the second option, but just way too busy for me. Someone looking for a move involved and social experience might vibe with it!)

One of the fun things is you can make your own book lists or challenges. I started putting together a small Queer Comics one. I could only find two other comic/graphic novel challenges by searching, so that's certainly a void in need of filling that's what she said.

Anyways, I'm here, in case anybody else is stretching their wings.

Sad eta: Jane Goodall has passed.
umadoshi: (fangirl (bisty_icons))
[personal profile] umadoshi
Silver and Lead, the newest October Daye book (and the first one published by Tor) is out today!

The ebook came to about $25, and I just bought it, but OUCH. Just. Ouch. Since the Toby books started getting initially published as hardcovers, I've been buying the ebooks initially and then getting paperbacks later, but this might keep me from rebuying in hard copy going forward. >.< We'll see.

I expect I'll start reading Toby today (it's a day off), but up to this point, for the last week or so I haven't been trying to get my brain to engage with a new story of any kind, what with the work crunch. I've mostly stuck to watching things with [personal profile] scruloose when there's been a chance. We're caught up on The Summer Hikaru Died (and I think the most recent episode might've been the season finale? Anyone know offhand?) and made more of a dent into season 1 of Silo.

Other than that, I watched a couple episodes of Leverage on Friday (late season 4, and finally into the chunk of episodes I know I haven't seen; I think from here on the only ep. of the original show I've previously seen is the series finale) and I've been sifting through cookbooks.

C&Ped from elsenet, posted yesterday:

After months of not getting around to it, I just ordered a heap of danmei (and one manga volume) from the Beguiling in Toronto (a fantastic comic store to begin with, and I appreciate them enough now for maintaining a masking policy that I'd rather order from them even though free shipping requires a $300+ order).

I always enjoy seeing (and envy) people's danmei shelves, but nearly all of my danmei is in ebooks a) to save both money and shelf space and b) because I'm much better at actually reading things that way. But the Rosmei danmei doesn't have that option, and they licensed some priest titles, so hard copies it is!

[Yesterday's] order: Coins of Destiny 1, The Defectives 1, Drowning Sorrows in Raging Fire 1-2, Global Examination 1, Kaleidoscope of Death 1-2, Silent Reading (Mo Du) 1 special edition (one of my hard copy exceptions from 7S), and Kaze Hikaru 33.

Look mom! I killed another one!

Sep. 28th, 2025 07:45 pm
goodbyebird: Journey Into Mystery: Sif is facepalming. (C ∞ urgh)
[personal profile] goodbyebird
Guess who picked up a super fun comic, tore through three trades, then wanted to find folks talking about it and searched on BluSky... to find it got cancelled the very day she picked it up? AYUP.

Why aren't people buying super fun team comics?? *shakes fist at universe*
(yes it was cancelled due to poor sales)

The comic in question? Birds of Prey, written by Kelly Thompson. It had team! Quips! Competency! Siblings! Big Barda and Tiny Bat!! Muscles and mind-controlled beefcakes!

The last issue comes out in December and I'd prefer to pick up the trade. When I went to check if we'd even get volume 4 - comics! they treat us so well! - there was some good sprinkled in there. Firstly, she's pitching a new book at DC featuring a couple of the characters from BoP. My feral mind is slamming both fists on the table, chanting "Big and tiny! Big and tiny!" Probably not but gimme.

Secondly, Thompson's heading up the new Buffy and Angel run at Dynamite!
In my early days trying to figure out how to be a writer and what stories mattered to me and why — no heroine quite broke through for me like Buffy Summers.

She was somehow everything my young geek heart had always wanted but hadn’t known to ask for. Something about that delicate alchemy of horror, fantasy, and comedy paired with a hero so pure of heart and yet flawed and relatable was… impossible to deny. I fell deeply in love with Buffy, and following that, her whole world. Her ex-boyfriend is now a supernatural detective in Los Angeles you say? Inject it directly into my veins! But unlike a lot of other worlds I loved, the world of Buffy and Angel somehow never fell to the wayside. I could always come back to it and find something new, or something I’d missed, or something I needed. And I hope this new story we’re telling can do the same for old and new fans everywhere.

Thank god BOOM! lost the license because oof. Outside of the pretty covers and first issue, that was rough to say the least.

But I'm excited for this! We could, dare I say it, get a good Buffy comic.

Weather | A cookbook on sale

Sep. 26th, 2025 03:09 pm
umadoshi: (autumn leaves 3 (oraclegreen))
[personal profile] umadoshi
Woke up to a very classic autumnal bluster that made me just as glad to not have to venture outside, given the humidity. (One local on Bluesky: "It's a rainy day, and VERY warm. Expect individual ecosystems to form in your rain jacket this morning. Un-zipping the armpit holes for ventilation is a MUST this AM" Another local's response: "This is the sort of weather report I want. Not “plan for this temp or that precipitation”. I want “don’t straighten your hair, and make sure you have good armpit ventilation.”")

And our friendly local meteorologist measured 20.5mm of rain overnight--hardly drought-ending, but still very appreciated.

I don't know how widespread this sale is, but at least on Kobo Canada, the ebook of Margaret Eby's You Gotta Eat: Real-Life Strategies for Feeding Yourself When Cooking Feels Impossible is currently $2.99.

I've bought this book twice, when after reading it in ebook I really wanted a hard copy. Have I actually cooked from it? No. (No one is shocked.) But for a second rec, [personal profile] runpunkrun reviewed it in a more informative way last month. (In comments there, [personal profile] jesse_the_k noted that this subset of cookbooks--which includes other excellent books such as The Sad Bastard Cookbook--is called "struggle cooking".)

Oh hey, AO3 is down…

Sep. 26th, 2025 12:20 pm
goodbyebird: Luther: Alice is looking down on you, smugly and always. (Luther better than you)
[personal profile] goodbyebird
Down for maintenance, you say?
A timely drabble-athon!

Where we can all huddle together, prompt silly things, write fills, and spread some fannish joy.

(no subject)

Sep. 24th, 2025 04:40 pm
phosfate: Rachel Grey in her first Phoenix costume, pissed off and on fire. (rachel grey)
[personal profile] phosfate
Found a UK ebay seller who offers downloads of 1:6 cut-fold-and-paste record jackets and vintage magazines. And yes, I am exactly the sort of person this was made for. Only some of them will get discs, because making them is a huge PITA.

Sadly it does not contain Jeff Wayne's Ware of the Worlds or the first two Alan Parsons Project albums, but does have Lexicon of Love and most of the Beatles discography.

I now have to make my dolls a crate for their LPs, and a magazine rack.

Say, about them icons...

Sep. 24th, 2025 06:28 pm
goodbyebird: Hawkeye: Kate has you in her aim. (C ∞ Wrongs Righted. Bad Guys Beaten.)
[personal profile] goodbyebird
Too rusty to even think about touching live action, but if anybody have any comic book covers or panels they'd like to see iconned, pop them in the comments?

Post brought to you by Red Bull.

Sep. 24th, 2025 10:19 am
goodbyebird: Sarah Connor Chronicles: Jesse looks back before abandoning the SS Carter. (SCC huru)
[personal profile] goodbyebird
+ Fishery has been so consistently bad there's talk of maybe heading home a little earlier. I wouldn't mind. I've been cope-eating my way through the whole trip lol. Pity I undid all the progress I made last trip, but I gotta keep my spirits up some way, and right now that's via candy and comics.

The weather is also kind of shit, and looking to get shittier. Like, no fishery and go seek shelter by the coast shittier.

+ I sometimes stop by creativenarket.com for their weekly batch of free goods, and this week they've got a 1300 pack of really versatile marker elements up for grabs. Lines, boxes, circles, icons... could do a lot of fun stuff with it!
(I haven't made icons in so long *sob*)

+ My dad had a skin cancer scare last week, but thankfully they caught it in time! (by which I mean, the doctor said it looked ok, he insisted they remove it, and then it turned out to be cancerous. So happy my dad's a stubborn one.) They've taken further tests and found no sign of it having spread, so he should be in the clear.

+ I did send him the link to this study: Daily vitamin B3 dose cuts skin cancer risk by up to 54%. Very large pool of participants, I feel more than sturdy enough to pester him about adding some vitamins. (I'll also have to push when it comes to sunblock *sigh*)
Overall, niacinamide – also known as nicotinamide, a vitamin B3 form found in food and supplements that supports cellular energy, DNA repair and healthy skin – was associated with a 14% lower risk of developing skin cancer. When people began nicotinamide after having earlier received a positive skin cancer diagnosis, the reduction in risk was 54%. What's more, the effect was seen in both basal cell carcinoma and cutaneous squamous cell carcinoma, with the largest drop in squamous cell cancers.

+ Italian workers’ strike in solidarity with Gaza brings disruptions across the country.

+ House Arab.
I watched in real time as the consensus congealed; by Sunday morning, everyone seemed to agree that the events of the previous day could only be interpreted as senseless barbarism or perhaps an Iranian plot, but absolutely not as a legible expression of rage by a people the world had left to die.

+ With the Serial Numbers Filed Off: The Problem with Trad Pub Fanfic.

+ [personal profile] sholio posted a bunch of Murderbot fic recs, bless. Bookverse short gen and longer iddy plot fics, PLUS a fic of their own: Crime And Punishment, Mensah POV, 2500 words. I'm not allowing myself a break from my current book, but very excited to dig in after.

...I didn't have a Murderbot tag shame on me.
eta also, schneefink.

+ ‘Andor’ Writer Dan Gilroy On Disney Suspending Jimmy Kimmel & Hollywood Facing “Venomous Evil”.
Their goal is to instill fear, to make you feel helpless, hopeless, to break you down. Don’t let them. Educate yourself. Organize. Speak truth to authority. Because the story’s not written — the pen is in your hand.
(they did decide to reinstate Kimmel. And then announced a price hike hours later 🫠)

+ The ‘blue dragon’ is back from the brink and Global Conservation Protection of Calakmul Helps Increase Jaguar Population by 30%. More pretty dragons and pretty cats \o/

+ The US town that pays every pregnant woman $1,500.
The town of Flint made headlines a decade ago when pediatrician Mona Hanna discovered lead levels in local children’s blood had risen dangerously after the city switched its water supply to the Flint River. The coalition that came together to protect children then continued to advocate for children after the water crisis resolved, Hanna said.

Dear Festividder 2025

Sep. 23rd, 2025 08:53 pm
frayadjacent: Close up of Pearl looking excited (SU: Pearl excited)
[personal profile] frayadjacent
Dear vidder,

Thank you for making me (or considering making me) a festivid! I love festivids and I love people doing what they want creatively, so -- apart from a triggers and subtitles request below -- feel free to use anything below as a jumping off point or to ignore it altogether.

General Preferences


I love all sorts of vids: character studies, vids that explore themes, vids that make visual or emotional connections across disparate aspects of a source, campy comedy vids, experimental vids, shippy vids, and probably things I'm forgetting.

In terms of audio, I like vids to a wide range of music, including music I wouldn't normally listen to, as well as to audio other than music (for example, spoken word, sound effects). Country is a bit risky, and I hate Tom Petty. My all time favourite artists are Beyoncé, the Indigo Girls, and Stevie Wonder. Other artists I like include SZA, Little Simz, Kendrick Lamar, Sleater-Kinney, Team Dresch, Joni Mitchell, Cat/Jusuf Stevens, Cyndi Lauper, Neko Case, The Magnetic Fields, Doechii, Whitney Houston, Elton John, Stromae, Nina Simone, and ADG7.

I think using a few lines of source dialogue in a vid can solidify a vid's thesis, and I love when dialogue from separate moments in the source interact with each other in a vid to create new meaning. I also love how sound effects/diagetic sound from the soure material can amplify the feeling of a vid. So please do feel free to use these elements if you want to! That said, I don't like there to be too much overlap between dialogue and vocals, and I am most accustomed to vids with no dialogue, so if that's not your jam it's totally fine with me.

I am visually distracted by text on screen so I prefer minimal or no stylistic song-lyrics unless the visuals are very simple. I'm happy to have music in languages other than English and don't require translated subtitles unless you think they're important for the vid (I will understand a bit of French, nothing else). I don't hear song lyrics readily so vids that rely heavily on connections to lyrics don't always work for me, though having some connections to lyrics can anchor the meaning of the vid or have great comedic effect. 

Triggers and subtitles requests

I've become a bit sensitive to strongly flashing/strobing lights as a migraine trigger/amplifier. Some is OK but I'd rather not have more than a second or two at a time, or have it be very high dark/light contrast (total black to bright white). I don't have any other physical triggers but I would like you to warn for them as indicated in the festivids guidelines. 

Please don't include depictions of sexual assault or like, Game of Thrones-level violence and gore in your vid for me. Anything else is fine but please warn for emotional triggers which are also described in the guidelines for the exchange.

Lots of people benefit from subtitles so if you are up for making them then I think soft subtitles are great. I don't require them and would prefer if they weren't burned into the video unless you think they're important for the vid, e.g. to communicate the central point of the vid with non-English audio.

Now onto the specific fandoms!

Indigo Girls

The Indigo Girls are the musical act I've loved the longest and were central to my queer awakening back in the late 90s/early 2000s. I remember when "Shame on You" was big on the radio -- I was 16 years old and didn't care for it. But I went to Lilith Fair the next year and saw them perform live, and they were so energetic and charismatic I fell in love and have never stopped. To this day I find Amy Ray incredibly appealing. When I nominated this I wrote RPF because I'm happy to have RPF content in addition to performances, but I'd love for music videos and live performances to be included as well. During covid lockdown I treasured their livestream performances and would enjoy having snippets of those included in a vid, though they are not all that visually exciting so I wouldn't expect lots of them. 

Music-wise, anything by the IG is obviously great. My unpopular Indigo Girls opinion is that the 2000s were their best decade and Become You, All That We Let In, and Poseidon and the Bitter Bug are my favourite albums of theirs. I weirdly don't listen to that much other music in their genre, but I'd be very happy for you to vid them to a different indie-folk-rock act. I have enjoyed Amy Ray's solo excursions into post-punk and country music, and back in the day I listened to the Butchies, who collaborated with Amy Ray, as much as the Indigo Girls. I think rock or blues music as well as folk or folk-rock would suit them well.

There is loads of source material to use, including stuff on their official youtube channel. Last year a documentary about the Indigo Girls was released and it is a treasure trove of archival footage -- it would be possible to make an IG vid from this documentary alone.I have uploaded a DVD rip of this doc -- it's called It's Only Life After All -- which you can get from [personal profile] bingeling .

Maggie Cheung Films

Maggie Cheung is one of my very favourite actors, and I particularly enjoy that she excels at so many types of performances, including but not limited to: sombre character role, cultural avatar, bounty-hunter with a heart of gold, and adorable snake-woman. My favourite performances of hers are in As Tears Go By, In the Mood for Love, Green Snake, The Heroic Trio, and The New Dragon Gate Inn. One idea -- you can take this or leave it -- would be to choose a song with a big tonal contrast between verse and chorus, and to use her more serious roles for one and her over-the-top roles for the other. But please feel free to take this wherever you like, and if you want to focus on one type of performance that is also fine!

Hacks (TV 2021)

I only recently started watching this despite it being on my list since it started airing. I've watched to the end of S3 as of writing and will fully catch up well before go-live. I love it! It's so good! The performances are incredible -- there are so many good comedic actors on that show, it's just astonishing. Also that budget? The cinematography is excellent! The writing! The music! I think this is one of the best US shows currently airing. The sets look so good! I could go on. I love Deborah and Ava's relationship and would enjoy a vid focusing on that -- or on either of them individually -- but I also enjoy the side characters, especially Kiki, Kayla, and Jimmy. A vid about Kayla and Jimmy would be awesome. I'd also really enjoy a Deborah character vid. I'm pretty invested in Deborah and Ava's relationship but have no strong feelings about that relationship necessarily being romantic or sexual. In any case I do also enjoy their chemistry with their other love interests/one night stands so feel free to include those if you like. 

I love the music on the show and I think a vid to something disco or disco-y could be really fun. Or "Sweet Love" by Anita Baker!


Novels and Short Stories by Ursula K. Le Guin

Le Guin is my favourite fiction writer and I've read almost everything in this category that she's written -- the main exceptions being City of Exile/Illusions and the Orsinia stories. Central to my love of Le Guin's fiction is the longing for a more expansive view of what our world could be, for freedom, and for authentic community and connection. I love her Hainish cycle and Earthsea series and would be happy with a vid that only focuses on one of them, or on her other work, or some combination thereof. My favourite works of hers are The Dispossessed, Always Coming Home, The Wind's Twelve Quarters, and The Compass Rose. On the night she died I re-read "The Day Before the Revolution", and it lives close in my heart. 

In terms of existing adaptations of Le Guin's work: I don't care for either Earthsea adaptation, though I suspect the Studio Ghibli one would be easier to use than the Sci-Fi one (I don't want white Ged). I only learned that the A&E adaptation of The Lathe of Heaven exists when doing research for this letter, but I do quite like the PBS adapatation from 1980, and I recall seeing it existed in full on YouTube a few years ago. 

Speaking of adaptations, her musical collaborations could offer some cool options for vid audio: https://www.ursulakleguin.com/adaptations (it's at the bottom of the page).

Many of my favourite works of hers are short stories and I could see a vid that funcions like a short story collection, with itty bitty vidlets featuring dancing ants, an Australian housewife finding a UFO crash site, a darkness box, and creepy trees (these are just random examples of semi-remembered stories).

But please go in any direction you like with this -- book vids are an absolute feat and I have no interest in constraining you, only offering suggestions if they're useful.

Babel -- R.F. Kuang

I loved this novel so much. The way that Robin is torn between criticizing the way that academia is intertwined with systems of power and oppression on one hand, and reveling in (at times) genuine freedom and life-of-the-mind that it affords him, at least at first. I was really moved by this aspect of the story and it resonated strongly with me. I also loved that the story involved genuine collective action and coalition-building among people with different lives but connected interests. I loved that it dealt seriously with the question of violence as a strategic and moral question -- this is all too rare in western fiction, which IME either revels in violence or takes an ill-examined "you're just as bad as the oppressor" position. I also loved the way the world-building used the idea of things being lost in translation as the source of magic. I disagree with people who complain that the book is preachy.

As with all my book vid requests, I'm happy for you to take this any direction that suits you. I think if there were ways to depict the magic system, that would be really cool.

Steerswoman Series -- Rosemary Kirstein

I love this series so much. I ship Rowan/Bel but I don't require a shippy vid by any means. My favourite book in the series is The Outskirters Secret, because of said ship, because I love stories where groups of people travel across a landscape on a quest, and last but not least because it is easily the best, most accurate atmospheric science I've encountered in any fiction (I am an expert). A vid about Rowan inventing the field of dynamical meteorology would be the absolute shit. No pressure, lol.

밤에 피는 꽃 | Knight Flower

YAY this show. I love the characters, especially the four leads. The two main het ships, like, doubled the number of het ships I love! Though my very favourite relationship is the friendship between Yeo-hwa and Yeon-sun. They are darlings. Honestly happy for you to vid anything for this show, as I enjoyed the antagonists and supporting characters as well.

Nickel Boys [SAFETY]

This movie was beautiful. I appreciated how it managed the difficult task of showing horrific racist violence without objectifying the victims. I was skeptical of the first-person POV in the film going in, but after a few minutes I completely forgot about it. It worked so well. I loved all the interstitial shots which I think lend themselves to a lot of different uses and interpretations.

東方三俠 | The Heroic Trio [SAFETY]

This movie is bananas but I love it. I especially love Maggie Cheung's character, what an absolute scene-stealer in a cast of scene-stealers! Also Michelle Yeoh's hair. And Michelle Yeoh's coat. And Michelle Yeoh's strut. Not a fan of the child harm and the beheading cage, or the professor. The final fight scene makes me cackle with joy.

负负得正 | Land of Broken Hearts [SAFETY]

This movie is so cool! The last half hour or so was pure dopamine for me. Go in any direction, I love it all. Also Zhu Yilong is so attractive, gosh. Just a general comment.
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It's autumn! Or spring! Happy equinox!

And happy Rosh Hashanah to those celebrating! May the coming year be sweet.

It's not actually in honor of autumn's arrival, but we have a chicken marinating in the fridge for tonight's supper. food chat under the cut: very little more about the chicken, a bit about apples, and a bit about breakfast [read: banana bread] prep )

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